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Reason

Why? Why do we struggle some days, when we fall down so much? Why do we get back up, even? There are days when I feel like I can take on the world, and there are days when I feel like I'm being held down. Sure, I do have a passion about what I enjoy. I speed cube, I enjoy playing chess, I play piano. Heck, I enjoy doing schoolwork, but it seems so inconsistent on whether I can focus on it for long enough. After all, all this struggle with my failures in addition to continuing what is expected of me, is too much to handle most days. What can keep me motivated? I wish that improvement in said subject matter from before is enough, it certainly isn't. Even if I were to improve enough to be world class with either a Rubik's cube or a chessboard, I still think that it would be a secondary pursuit for me. Even if I was good enough to learn as many majors in any subjects I enjoy, (or if I wanted to) would it be enough to keep me motivated? No. It still wouldn't matter in the en...